You ever fall for a friend. Well i have and its a very difficult feeling. It all began near the end of last year. I was in school acting the way i act, sitting like L from Death Note, talking to barley anyone except for my few friend and then in the middle of the year this new girl comes. When i first saw her my first thought was, 'Hum, she`s Indian(not american Indian but Indian Indian), nope, i don`t think i`ll develop feelings for her.' (because normally I can tell who i`ll get feelings for.
So i went on months just basically paying her no mind, ok it was like 2 months, but it was the most peaceful two months this entire year, no drama, no feelings, no nothing. But then it happens, she gets moved next to me in Bible Class (I go to a small Christian school although thats not important right now, i might expand in a future blog about how i feel about my school).
During the time we sit next to each other, I began to notice things about her, like she is perky (i don`t like perky), she is anal (everything has to be perfect if its not then she freaks out), of and she has a pimple on her eye which at first i thought it was markup. So i get the great idea to put my feet on her chair before she can get to it and she freaks out and i laugh, yes its not the nicest thing but i wanted her to overcome her fear of dirty things. When she asks i removed my feet and she gets a tissue and wipes down the seat, I give a smirk.
Over the course of sitting together, i begin to develop feelings for the perky anal girl with a pimple on her eye which at this point i think is makeup. So thats it for now.
